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2009-09-30T22:04:00.002+08:00

guys! if you want to see the hari raya pics!
just press link and press MYMULTIPLY!

:D

2009-09-15T19:54:00.004+08:00

hello!hello!

I'm back back back!
my 'N' level this month has ended!
but i need to study for my upcoming exam for next month.
SOMEONE PLEASE HELP ME~
anna klau habis puasa nak kluar belaja??
nak tak??
'anna kan pandai!'
hahah!

yeahyeah! nak dekat habis puasa, boleh lah makan after that!
hahaha!
THIS SUNDAY IS HARI RAYA EVERYONE!
yukyuk, kite keluar jalan raya!
nak tak??
cepat-cepat lah buat appointment with me yerr~
hehehe^^

:D

2009-08-12T22:44:00.001+08:00

I'M SOOO SCARED!

tomorrow is the day where i sit in the hall

doing my prelim exam..

its like a dream to me

and i didn't expect prelim to be this fast..

i hope i can do well for my prelim

and

'N' level!

i just wanna make my parents happy and proud of me..

i know recently i'm being selfish and a self-centered person

but i realise that my parents love me and concern about me..

I PROMISE THAT I CAN DO MY BEST FOR MY STUDIES!

2009-08-12T22:38:00.002+08:00

PRELIM START TOMORROW!

goodluck 4T1 & 4T2!

Do your best for your prelim and pass with

FLYING COLOURS!

2009-08-11T22:33:00.002+08:00

WOW!

SALAH INFO SAK!

AKU TAK SUKE DIER LAHH!

DON'T GET THE WRONG IDEA (..........)

ADE LAH ORG TUH!

HAHAHAHA!

MAMPOS IFFAH KLAU ORG YG SUKE DIER DAPT TAWU!

HAHAHA!

TAK SILAP HARI BULAN IFFAH KENE BUNUH NGAN DIER NANTI!
HAHAHAH!

2009-08-11T22:09:00.008+08:00

LOVE IS COMPLICATED!

asl ehk??

hahaha!

pade iffah, some boys loike to play with girls feeling!

(SOME BOYS AJERK EHK!)

haishh~

nowaday some people are soo CACAT!

hahahah!

jahat sak iffah!

i pity chong yan sheyy~ kesian dier

some of my classmate call her [ROBOCOP]

hahahaha!

i know i also laugh at her but still i pity her!

kesian kau kene buli pat skola..

and i spot something at her broken leg!

its look loike a

HEAD-PHONE STUCK BETWEEN HER LEG!

hahaha!

your kaki nak dengar lagu ke??

lagu ape ehk??

your heartbeat issit??

hahahah!

tak baik sak iffah~

nah, iffah main2 jerk taw!

don't take it too seriously..

hehehe..

AWW~! MY APPA AT SCHOOL INJURED HIS LEG!

KESIAN APPA AKU!

dier ade tunjok me gambar taxi yg dier naik..

that taxi hit a lamp-post

and thats why his leg are injured~

GET WELL SOON APPA!

haiyoo~ my appa sakit2 pon tetap kacau org pat skola..

tanyee org klau dier bleyy rabe TETEK org!

mepek kann!

hahahaha!

nah, its just a joke thats why i didn't take it to hard..

geeheee~

okayy lahh! lets stop here and takecare yaww~

2009-08-08T19:41:00.001+08:00

I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!
I DON'T CARE!

2009-08-06T20:31:00.000+08:00

tomorrow gonna be the happiest day of my life!
gonna celebrate MR POH birthday and school end at 11 plus!
YIPEE!
i'm SUPER-DUPER HYPER today!
its not only today but everyday~
hahahah!

2009-08-05T21:28:00.003+08:00

i just change my blogskin!
i know pretty right!
mestilh PRO mah~
hahaah!
i change my tag all taw!
soo tag as much as you can kayy

:D

2009-08-05T18:30:00.005+08:00

Hello, iffah is back!
fuhlamak! iffah banyak hawtstuff taw pat skola..
hahaha!sampai tak terkire~
kekek kan!alah nih semua main2 jerk bukan betol2..
takmo pikir bukan-bukan ehk people..
i'm not that mentel or GATAL kayy..
its just a feeling that POPPED out from my heart!
hahahah!boleh gituk ehk..
klakar ahk iffah nih..
takpe, MASE AWAL LAGYK!
lagyk pon umur baru 16 masih boleh caryk lelaki yg perfect for me..
hahahah!

YEAH! i saw hym dua kali taw!
the first tyme i saw hym was at the bus-stop near my house..
i don't even recognise hym by the way he sit at the bus-stop and when he is in his school uniform!
hahahah!
the second tyme i saw him, is when i was walking under my block..
muke satu-satu STOINK sak!
when i saw hym, i was totally shock and my head was totally blank..
I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO!
but at last i smile at him and he smile at me back!
HE HAVE A CUTE SMILE! :D
hahahah!

OKAY then till here guys!
& TAKEcare yaww!

2009-07-04T12:22:00.002+08:00

yesterday i cried lyke hell!
i don't know why i cried last night.
i think because i was asking myself abt somethang
and hearing things that i must not hear or
i'm just feeling LONELY at tymes..
haishh~
i cried lyke a baby..
but the tears that slip out of my eyelid it really make me feel better..
and i realise that i still can't let hym go..
but one thang i really love MARDIANA!
when i tell you how i felt and many-many more
it is a relief for me you know!
cause all the thangs that i told you
it has been kept in my heart for
a LONG-LONG tyme!

2009-06-18T20:56:00.005+08:00

on 14 june, i slept at my grandma house and i ask alep and apple to accompany me..
soo they accompany me..
soo sweet kann mereka untuk teman kann saya!
hurhur^^

i have soo much fun with my sayang!

ALEP AND APPLE~
i love you guys alot man!

theres more pictures to come!

2009-06-12T13:03:00.001+08:00

EVERYBODY!
i change number lagyk taw!

2009-06-12T09:05:00.004+08:00

good morning people!
me pagy-pagy buta dah chat ngan sih biyool tuh!
haishhh...kekek perr~
(ini lah gambar sih biyool ni!)

2009-06-11T22:02:00.003+08:00

I WILL BE MISSING MY MINAHREP!

teetee lah siol!
i will miss you lahh babe!
kirim salam your momma kayy~
haishh~

2009-06-11T21:42:00.010+08:00

ABANG MIMI!
asl abang tinggal kann adeq!
adeq sedyh sheyy~
adeq janji adeq akan jage abang nyer babhy!
adeq cry sheyy when adawieya told me that you kene seret ngan police tuh and sampai abg nyer kaki darah semua~
sedyh tauu..
saper yang nak replace abang...adeq tawuu ade abg hanafi
tapy abg hanafi tak same ngan abang..
haishh..
abang takmo pikir-pikir kan kite sangat kayy..
adeq berdoa abang baik-baik klau abang masok kayy..
and i miss your hug bang!
adeq tak pernah merasekan ader abang
tapi bile abang dat day peluk kitorang..
i can feel the love from you..
i really sedyh sheyy abang!
klau boleyy tadyk adeq pagi-pagi gy rumah nyai..
tapy sayang abang dah tinggal kan adeq...
haishhh..

:'(

2009-06-10T21:45:00.009+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ALEPSETAN!

just now i go hougang tawuu!
lepaking ahk ape lagyk! hahhaah!
at last namppak dier lahh...
STAR KARAT sudah datang!
biasa lah saper lagyk klau bukan ALEP!
hahahaha!
kesian, birthday gift dapat cium ngan by all hys member..
laki plak tuh!
hahahaah! kekek lerr~

just now i tell lissa abt how i felt for alep and that fucking guy!
suddenly lissa ask me somethang that made me cried
cause i can't take it any LONGER..
the pressure is too MUCH for me bhy!
i just need a shoulder to cry on, to tell all my stories
and to tell the person how i feel!
i cried cause i really felt dumb to wait for hym!
:'(

but i guess now i have to move on with a new lyfe
and
start a new chapter
i know it will be totally hard for me..
i guess alep will feel the same way as i do now..
i know he still love azura..
but he knows that its better for hym to move on..
but it would be totally difficult for hym to move on..
cause hys past relationship last long for lyke abt 2 years!
how do you expect hym to move on if he can't even erase the memories that had been with hym for lyke the past 2 years!
if i were to be hym..
i won't easily erase the memories that had been with me for the past 2 years..

(sweet kann mereka!:D)

i just don't want to be hurt again!
i don't even want to feel hurt again..
i just can't!

2009-06-05T22:47:00.002+08:00

i rindu budak hougang!

especially sih mulut murai tuh!
rindu dier pheyy kurang ajar!
hahahah!

and btw, btol sak kate wie and lissa!
my face and azura face same!!!
ade similarity jugak ehk!
hehehe!

twin kot..
tapy sayang ehk die break ngan sih alepsetan tuh..
hahaha!

tapi alep pon ade looks too and has his own style..
i LOIKEE!
shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh~

sape2 yang bace diam2 sudah ehk!
hahahaha!

*kening naik2*
:D

2009-05-21T18:41:00.003+08:00

BOREDOM STRIKES AGAIN!!

yesterday, i watch this great moviee~
it is about LOVE!
you can't lie to yourself if you really loves someone
or
YOU, yourself will regret it~
i just love this movie~
GUYS OUT THERE YOU HAVE TO WATCH THIS MOVIE~
because i think guys really need to watch this movie..
hehehe!:D

2009-05-18T17:29:00.009+08:00

YEAH! tomorrow is my last paper and it will be the end of mid-year~

fuuuu-yoooohh~

kepale ku sudah mahu pecah kerana mid-year exam...
baru mid-year exam sheyy abheyy macam ane plak ngan 'N' level lagyk!!
lagik kepala bleyy pecahh!
hurhur^^

today i have cpa and D&T paper...
quite easy ahk..
QUITE only ehk.. hahah!
klau ckp senang nanti check check rock rock fail plak ehk..
hahahaah!
i'm not lyke _______ ade lahh owg tuh~
hurhur^^
takmo prasan ehk owg yang bace blog AKU!
ini blog aku, aku pheyy psl ahk nak write ape kayy!
REMEMBER THAT GUEST

(Me & my sayang)
At 11 plus plus me(Pantat), teetee(Panpan) and sofea(PanCake) went to our favourite place..
THE BUAI BUAI!
the place that we can release our stress and know more secrets about your fwen^^
it is the place where we can tell your fwens how you feel abt others..
i always mengadu and tell stories at teetee(Panpan) and sofea(PanCake)
they are my listening ear~
hurhur^^

i'm glad that i have them and i will always treasure my friendship with them~
and IZHAR!
i love you sooo the bloooodyy muchh!
sayang sebagai kawan ehk..!!
owg yang bace aku pheyy blog takmo pikir lain ehk...
cause aku ngan izhar cume close fwen ajerk and thats all kayy!
kau nak pikir lain kau pikir ahk cause i know that me and izhar are just fwen!
hurhur^.^

i will end my post for now..
but i will post again if i have more stories about me kayy BIATCH~
i know that you will miss me.
but too bad you have to wait for me to update again~
hahahah!

TATA~

2009-05-15T17:12:00.006+08:00

yesterday i dream abt hym and some of my friends..
and you know what just now i saw HYM!
AARGH!! i'm soo freaking happy and shock too..
but his muke soo kerek u know..
hahaha.
[no offense yaww]
my face also kerek..
hahah! ckp owg sendiri muke kerek...muke selenge pon ade lah
maklum lah baru balik skola kan..
hahah!
but i saw he was going out with 2 girls and 1 guy..
tengok satu kali muke dier, dier macam ade matair
tapi i don't know cause i just teka2 whatt~
hahah!
but nehmind i can wait for hym what..
mane tawu this is not the ryte tyme..
tunggu dier pon main2 bkan nyer serious sangat...
hahah!
just kidding...
u think what i'm a gurl that play with guys feelings ahah..
NO OKAYY!
hahahah!:D

oklohh guys, i want to sleep now..
lata i will update as soon as i have a new STORY of my life BIATCH!
hahaha!

byebye & takequaire!
:D

2009-05-14T19:54:00.005+08:00

this is me!

i have fun with my mardiana and qinqin just now..
kecho pe dorang..
tak bleyy kochoo lagyk ke korang..
hahah!

sl??
OMG!
mardiana tak tahu ape tuh 'sl'
kesian ehk mardiana..
hahaha!
kekek lerr..
qinqin pon tak tahu ape tuh 'sl'
iffah jugak yang nak kene EXPLAIN!
cheyycheyy..
abheyy kembang ahk iffah..
hahah!
korang ni make my day lerr!

JANGAN LUPE PLAK SABRINAA!
hahah!
she also make my day by making me wait for her at school until 1 plus..
PENAT U KNOW BUT I IHKLAS TAUU UTK TUNGGU DIER!
hahah!
just kidding..
but i'm soo sowiee i can't teman u go tampines mall but i can send u at the bus-stop..
hehehe:D

To Sabrinaa
i know your 2 yr anny with shahril is tmrw
and u will celebrate with hym on this 16 may..
i tell u what don't buy for hym anythang lah darl,
u just celebrate with hym and just be yourself kayy darla..
AND THAT WILL BE TOTALLY SWEET!
hahaha!
cheyycheyy^^

i will be totally happy to see my two friend
not friend but my two best best gerek 'BESTFRIEND'
happy!
you know what mean kann kann!
this is my story at 7.54 pm!

byebye & takequaire!

2009-05-14T17:29:00.005+08:00

hellohello!
fuyoooo! dah lame sheyy tak update blog ku~
baru iffah prasan!
hurhur:D

today math paper you know!
it is sooo difficult sheyy..
i think i can't pass my math..
takut sheyy iffah..
hurhur:D

iffah pada tadyk bebual ngan my bestfwen mardiana and qinqin..
abt this guy..
ADA LAH U NO NEED TO KNOW WHO IS THIS GUY KAYY!
hahaha!
it is a SECRET u know..
iffah pade dulu dah suke dier..
tapi dier tak muncul2...
sedyh iffah..
haishh...
takpe iffah tetap akan tunggu kan dier..
betape lame pon iffah tetap akan tunggu kan dier..
hahah!
CHEYYCHEYY!
macam bleyy jerk??
mesti boleyy lah!
dah C.I.N.T.A semua org bleyy..
btol takk??
hahah!

oklohh iffah nak close story for today..
klau iffah ade story lagyk iffah crite lagyk kayy!
BYEBYE!

xoxo

2009-04-19T21:08:00.007+08:00

you really don't understand how i felt!
you just think about your own feelings, you don't even ask me how i felt..
yeahhh, i know bcause guys don't even care about girls feelings they just care about their feelings and i have to remind you again bloghoppers THEIR OWN FEELINGS!
haishhhh~

i just know you, love you and now you're gone like a piece of tissue blown by the wind..
this is how i felt when i met you and hug you..
and you say to me why i am so worked up!
are you stooopid or whatt u IDIOT GUY!
stoopid stayback guy!
i trusted u and now what!!
SWEET TALKER MOTHER FUCKER!
haishhhh~

2009-04-19T03:03:00.004+08:00

BAIK AHK!!
bagos ahk, aku kene pakai ngan 'MAT VOCAL'!
sial pheyy jantan..
aku tak msg satu hari dah ade prempuan lain!!
dah stead pulakk tuhh!
jilat bopleyy anjing lah siolll~
bebual 'WORLD' sak!
chibai pheyy apekBAWAKBLOCK!
gy cuci satu HDB block sudah takyah susah2 nyanyi lagik!
HAHAH!!
aku bukannyer prasan ahk,
aku ckp ngan kau ehk kau akan menyesal utk mempermainkan perasaan aku!!

REMEMBER MY WORDS YOU IDIOT FUCKER!!

this is for you~

2009-04-04T19:58:00.002+08:00

This song is dedicate to someone special in my heart~

Comparisons are easily done
Once you've had a taste of perfection
Like an apple hanging from a tree
I picked the ripest one
I still got the seed

You said move on
Where do I go
I guess second best
Is all I will know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes

You're like an Indian summer
In the middle of a winter
Like a hard candy
With a surprise center
How do I get better
Once I've had the best
You said there's
Tons of fish in the water
So the water's I will test

He kissed my lips
I taste your mouth
He pulled me in
I was disgusted with myself

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into...

You're the best
And yes I do regret
How I could let myself
Let you go
Now the lesson's learned
I touched it I was burned
Oh I think you should know

Cause when I'm with him
I am thinking of you
Thinking of you
What you would do if
You were the one
Who was spending the night
Oh I wish that I
Was looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Looking into your eyes
Oh won't you walk through
And bust in the door
And take me away
Oh no more mistakes
Cause in your eyes I'd like to stay...

2009-04-03T17:37:00.004+08:00

WHAT A FABULOUS HOT DAY~
I'M FREAKING HOT SIA TODAY~!
I CAN'T TAKE IT ANYMORE SHEYY..
haishh~

recently i receive hatetags at my tagboard!!
and its name is akuomega..
or something else..
i soooo don't care if your name is what sooo ever~!
it is sooo MEREPEK & LAME!!
TAKDE KEJE LAIN KE KORANG NI NAK HATETAG ORG NYER BLOG..
lain kali buat lah blog skali soo that you can hatetag at your own blog,
and soo you won't be jealous anymore with peeps that have blog~!
hahahaha!

:D

xoxo

2009-03-30T09:21:00.003+08:00

CPA LESSON IS SOO boring!!

just staring at this stoooo-pid lack comp!

2009-03-25T20:35:00.002+08:00

THIS IS SITI..my minahrep partner!hahahaahx!
she will always be there if i need her and she will certainly make me laugh
everyday until i drop on the floor...
hehehex..

but sometimes i'm scared that i won't be with her anymore..
and it really hurts to think that way..
and i wish that our friendship will be the same like the previous day when we totally rock our own smelly socks!
hahahhax!

thanx minahrep i really appreciate it alot yaww~!!

2009-03-25T08:22:00.004+08:00

ONE THING IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW IS THAT

I REALLY HATE YOU BABE!

you're just a girl that thinks that everything you do is perfect but for me

you're not perfect and even worse than that you just can't stop your mouth from talking bad about peoples!

don't say that i start talking bad about you!

i knew it all from my friend that your talking bad about me!

PUHHHLESH! don't accuse me when i didn't even do it first!

YOU ARE THE WANT WHO TALK ABOUT ME IN THE FIRST PLACE!

and for some people out there!

don't be such a busy body!!!

thanx alot!!

2009-03-23T21:31:00.003+08:00

yeah, i just finished reading a book called NEW MOON!
within 4 days and i break my record!
my parents call me a professor because i will always be concentrating on that book~
hehehehe..
~
i'm soo happy!
and now i'm reading the eclipse!
i hope i will finished reading this book by the end of this month~
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

wansuay~

2009-03-23T21:17:00.002+08:00

hellohellohello!
whose the motherfucker outside my life right now~
and i guess some of my minahreps and bestiee know who isit!
hahahaah!
~
i don't give a damn lah siol!
she thinks she is soo perfect that everyone will bow infront of her
or amazed by her sweet FAKE face!
~
i'm not jealous but it make me want to puke each time your infront of me..
you are just disgusting to me!
hahahax!
its the fact okay!
~
one more thing!
stop bad-mouthing me CAN!!
i just hate it when you bad mouthing me or other people!
and you know what,
alot of people already know your true colours!
its not b'cause of me
but its all because of your bloody smelly mouth of yours!!

2009-03-13T08:30:00.004+08:00

this is for you!!

just stop talking bad about peeps lah siol!!

tengok pat cirmin dulu lah siol!!

klau tak kene rembat muke kau sampai pecah kau nasib lah siol!!

kau pikir kau lebih tua dari aku, aku takut same kau pee gall!!

aku sikit pon takda HERAN lah ehk!!

jilat jubo ANGING dulu lah siol sebelom kau BAD-MOUTHING org!!

ehk, aku sikit pon tak heran ehk klau kau ngan jantan keparat tuh!!

ehkehk, kau pheyy ex lebih baik dari jantan keparat tuh!!

kau pikir muke kau banyak cantik,

jalan lah terglek-gelek!!

mane pheyy HOTSTUFF gituk!!

ehk, nenek aku lagik lawa darik kau lah siol!!

utk readers kesayangan aku yang di luar sane!!

klau ade sesiape yang terase, itu lah org nyer!!

XOXO

HUGS & KISSES

2009-02-10T19:13:00.002+08:00

tolong aku!!
aku tidak berniyat utk tuduh kamu macam gini~
tapi aku takut bila hari ke hari iya akan betul2 berlaku
dan aku tidak bisa terima kenyataannya..
aku memang bisa terima kamu dengan nya kerana jodoh itu di tuhan..
dan aku hanya bisa terima sahaja..
haishh..
tapi tuhan saja yang tahu betapa cinta nya aku dengannya dan tiada sesiapa yang bisa larang aku untuk berhenti utk mencintainya..
termasok KAU!
~

INI LAH CERITA SEDIH KU YANG AKU TIDAK BISA LUPA KAN=(

2009-01-25T18:49:00.002+08:00

Aku masih menyayangimu dengan sepenuh hati ku ini tapi kenapa kamu harus menyakiti nya..
Aku tidak bisa melupakan mu sayang tapi aku hanya bisa pasrah dan menanti..
Aku menyangka yang kamu menyayangi ku tapi aku salah, aku terlalu mengikutkan perasaan ku yang tersangat dalam ini..
Aku menangis kerana mu setiap malam, terbayang-bayang wajah mu yang sayu bila aku kesorangan dan sedih kerana bermacam-macam masalah yang menimbul di hidupku ini..

Aku harus melupakan mu dan mencari lelaki yang amat lebih menyayangiku dari mu..
Aku tahu yang aku tidak bisa tapi aku harus melupakan mu, untuk kebaikan ku ini..
Aku tidak mahu perkara ini berlaku dan kerana ini lah aku tidak bisa mengfokus kan mata pelajaran ku..
aku ingin lulus dan pergy ke ITE dan tidak ingin melihat wajah mu lagik..

2008-11-14T20:29:00.004+08:00

yeahh!!

4T1 is my next year class.

and i don't want any more fights next year.

i wish that bitch won't be bitching around next year~

and for the gigi please stop the stupid face of yours.

cause i know that u are a ular kepale dua.

heheheh~.

i wish that my love ones won't leave me and will always stay with me on my side.

especially my PRECIOUS GRANDMA~

i will always love u grandma.

2008-10-23T19:29:00.000+08:00

hello readers out there!!

i'm so glad that i can be a real matured girl yesterday

and i am soo proud of myself unbelievable!

woohhhoo~~

Today.

i dye sabrina's hair.

i am soo proud of myself and i can call myslef PRO man~

hehehe.

nahh~dun be too prasan.

hehehee.

and i am sad to say goodbye too all my friends cause today is our last day of school.

aww~ soo sad.

and somebody tegur me just now.

hehehee~

pikir kan sombong tapi tak sombong.

ape lah aku ni pikir macam gituk.

luckily he tegur me or else i will say him that he is sooo SOMBONG man.

hehehehe.

thanx yerr for the teguring.

hehehehe.

((:

2008-10-21T18:11:00.002+08:00

aku sayang kamu!aku cinta kamu!aku rindu kamu!aku benci kamu!aku mencintaimu dengan sepenuh cinta ku!aku terlalu mencintaimu!aku tidak bisa melupakan mu!

this is what i can do if i felt the pressure in my heart.

boo-hurr~

plzz help me!

am i soo that dspro??NO I'M NOT!!

hmmmmm.....!!i guess i am alittle despro and yes indeed i still love him no matter what happen.

remember that my friend!!

((:

2008-09-30T08:29:00.001+08:00

i'm now having fun with my friends!!

FREE PERIOD mahh~

hehehe.

2008-09-19T19:48:00.001+08:00

aku tidak kenal sape iffah yang dulu lagik,

aku sudah menJADI lain dan lain setiap hari, setiap detik dan stiap masa

yang lepas.

aku tidak tahu mengapa aku menjadi lain sejak aku kehilanganMU di hati ku ini.

berat hati dan berat memandang diri mu di skola.

aku tidak tahu mengapa aku tidak boleh fokus kepada mata pelajaran ku.

aku tidak boleh fokus kerana aku slalu teringatkan MU dan slalu berasa yang aku menyesal menyakiti hati mu dan tidak setia dengan MU.

2008-09-17T23:43:00.003+08:00

BTW, i change my phone number again!!

if you want it

ask personally.

thanx.

2008-08-28T20:11:00.007+08:00

everyday i always felt like crying cause it is a painful experience for me.

i just can't help it when i see you both in my eyes.

i just want you both too understand how my feelings are and how i felt when i see you both.

i always ask myself do they really know how i felt and when i look at the two of you.

ohhhh~plz god help me to solve this matter.

and for you!!

you already know my feeling and yet you make me sad cause of all this thing.

you have already make me hurt my own feelings but yet you keep coming too me and like nothing happen.

i felt hopeless and i felt like giving up with my live

because off you my dear.

but i know that this all from god and i just have too acept it.

((:

(there will always a smile even though inside me is painful)

2008-08-21T20:37:00.002+08:00

thans izhar for scaring me off yesterday

thanx too for antar me sampai naik atas.

hurhur~

tulah kacau2 orang lagik lah

kan kene antar aku balik.

hehehehe

aku heran sheyy macam mane kau bleh tahu sheyy

malu lah oi!!

but i will keep it a secret as though nothing happen.

hehehehehe.

2008-08-18T22:28:00.008+08:00

FULAMAK power ahk budak tu tadik kene sound

abeh nangis macam budak first tyme kene sound.

tsktsktsk..kau pikir kau nangis orang kesian kan kau pe.

in your dream ahk girl.

sedap pe kene sound ngan sabrinaa and hidayu??

aku rasa sedap sampai MINJILAT KAKI!!

fulamak sampai jilat kaki sheyy.

hahaha!!

mane sheyy orang nak jilat kaki sendiri aku rasa kau ahk yang jilat kaki kau sendiri,

aku tahu kau kan SMART plus ter kat blakang.

so jadi SMARTTERRR!! smrt sudah!!

hahahhhahah!!siol jek aku.

tapi acctually kau bodoh!!

nak kawan pon tengok2 ah sial,

dah lah bebual pasal orang abeh nak step innocent depan aku.

PIDAH!! aku tendang kau peh gigi terus termasok siol!!

hahahaha!!

imagine klau kau peh gigi kene tendang kan sedap!!

siak jek aku ni.

aku kasi kau warning ehk jadi orang jangan buat DUA MUKA!!

thank you sooo muach for talking bad things about me.

i appreciate it alot babey!! (oppps..its not babey, its babi acctually!!((:)

ADIOS babi!!

2008-08-14T20:33:00.005+08:00

'IKAikaIKAikaIKAikaIKA!!'

can i meet you again??

i really want to meet with you again.

i want to talk with you

sing with you

making fun of each others

talking rubbish!!

i wish and wish

but there is no hope for me.

2008-07-26T22:30:00.004+08:00

sorry readers for not updating this blog of mine.

i am soo buzy this few days, hours, minutes and seconds.

hahahah!!

and i am totalle stress because of my coming exams.

i scared that i can't do my exams.

help me!!

i want someone to teach me until i can understand all my subject.

i need someone to save me!!

hahahah!!

i admired this two guys.

and they are sooo cute!!

one of this guys face really like remy(i don't know how to spell his name)

hahahah!!

i am soo the GATAL!!!

i really hate that BULLDOG!!

arghhh!!

they just can't stop talking about us

and they are going to do some 'BADSTUFF'

at me and my friend

especially sabrinaa.

kesian sabrinaa.

we are not that LEMAH!!

i know that this is all fate from god.

((:

2008-07-18T20:01:00.003+08:00

i hate you!!!!!!!

FUCKER!!

take take take take take!!

i don't give a damn!!

hasjkdhawodusjknpasufhdovnapsiodhcwofspdijspdijasdjksfhluiheuifonlcd alchjia

cashdoifjacscuionsdcilcmkoifwroufhospicjior7gvhindjlcjkoeoufhioj!!

i hate you both!!!

argh!!

you both are fucking irritating!!

god pls help me!!

2008-07-15T16:38:00.003+08:00

today,
i can't find someone that i admired alot.
but when it was assembly time,
at last i got to see his face
and it make my heart 'CAIR'.
hahaha
i totally like hym alot.

((:

2008-07-15T16:31:00.003+08:00

hello readers.

i am soo fucking frustrated with some bunch of stooopid rubbish peeps.

i am not the one who make the things all UPSIDE DOWN.

they are!!

they are calling us names and everything that will make us angry or upset.

but me and my friends just keep quiet.

because we know that they are just JEALOUS!!

what a pity.

hahaha.

i know that u are some kind of unmatured peeps.

and thats true.

if you are a matured peeps,

u don't call others names or do some evil things to others.

haiyaahhh.

but it is ok.

i know that alot of peeps do HATE you guys alot than us.

hahahhaa!!

ok readers i will stop blogging about this RUBBISH peeps.

toddles!!

((:

gatal eh iffah!!

2008-07-13T22:46:00.002+08:00

i am sooo adimiring HYM alott!!

he is soo hot.

cair DOK!!

hahahaha.

MCM PAHAM!!

hahaha.

((:

2008-07-13T22:12:00.004+08:00

today!!

i have a great tyme with my two elder sister.

they make my day man!!

thanx to both of you.

go shopping with them are soo much fun.

they blanja me alot you know, i loike!!

hahaha.

this is what i am waiting for, to go out with them.

wooohooo!!

firstly my elder sister wanted to buy a shoe.

so we went to this shoe shop.

then she say that i can share with her

because i have the same size as her small foot.

hehehe.

but then she say,

'if you got money you just give me ten bucks, IF YOU GOT LAH.'

so i say

'INSYALLAH.'

but then my stomach began to grumble.

my two elder sister stomach grumbles too.

soo my elder sister ask me and my second sister to choose where to eat.

ESTELLER(i'm not sure of the restaurant name)

some tasty good looking ice-cream shop(i don't really know what the name is).

i choose ESTELLER, my second sister also choose the same.

so we eat at there.

we order:

nasi ayam penyet: $5.00

nasi goreng: $5.00

mee goreng: $5.00

2 coke: idk

milo: idk

total is loke 15 plus.

after eating we are soo KENYANG!!

hurhur~~

but i felt to eat the ice-cream

and it cost $5.50

soo me and my second sister took out some money.

and buy the ice-cream.

btw, the two shop are beside each other.

hahaa.

after stuffing delicious food inside our stomach

we went straight home.

hehehe.

ok lovely reader i have to go now.

i will blog tomorrow.

about school or some RUBBISH peeps!!

((:

2008-07-12T14:44:00.001+08:00

good morning readers!!

i'm just doing some changes in my blog and it is DONE!!

but i think my blog need more changes.

and it looks horrible!!

hahaha.

but i like the background of it

because i loike the colour green,

it make me feel relax and happy.

i have pain at my backbone.

oh goshh!

it really painful.

and you know what the doctor say?

i have a slight of curve at my backbone.

haiyooo!!

i have the curve at my backbone because

i was hit by a red car.

hurhur~~

but i don't dare to tell my mama and my ayah about this.

they will surely scold me.

shoo i will keep this a secret and let them know one fine day.

hehehehe.

ok reader i will stop blogging about this first.

and now i have to go for my MADRASAH.

i guess i will be late for it.

soo bye-bye.

((:

2008-07-12T14:42:00.000+08:00

hello readers out there!!

sorry i just doing my job as a blogger again.

hurhur~

school is great but certain peeps just purposely spoilt the day.

haishh~

some peeps just can't stop their bloody mouth from blabbering some rumours!!

but there are some peeps just don't know what is going on and follow some rubbish peeps what they told them.

i don't even care if there are looking down at us but i know that we did nothing wrong.

HEY YOU GUYS!!

WHAT IS ALL THE BAWANG THINGY??

BAWANG??
I THINK YOU SHOULD LOOK AT THE MIRROR BEFORE CALLING MY FRIEND A BAWANG!!

BAU BAWANG??

IS IT REAL YOU SMELL BAWANG OR YOU SMELL YOUR OWN BODY ODOUR!!

oh goshh what a pity you.

hahahaha.

ok readers i have to go now.

i will blog more tomorrow.

toddles.

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